Take me out to the ball game...

You really know when you are in love when you let your fiance' dress up as Alan from The Hangover in public. We caught 4 major league basballs this game. I guess "Alan" gave us good luck!. I love my goofball fiance' <3

Love on the beach

Matthew and I spent 2 weekends ago in Newport California. It was beautiful, perfect weather and beautiful sun sets. We walked on the beach by ourselves, with no one really around <3 amazing

A waist is a terrible thing to mind.

I have always been a chunker, not "Fat" but chubby. The only person that made fun of me for my weight to my face would be my little sister. Hearing her call me names all the time really brings me down. I have finally decided last week that I am going to lose weight, and look sexy on my wedding day :) I have 112 days to drop atleast 25 lbs. I am going to push harder than I ever have before.

One of my bride's maids are also losing weight with her roommate. Seeing their postings on facebook pushes me to work out too,and will deff help me stick to it! From now on my posts on Sundays will be about my journey to weight loss.

And let me tell you, I have done Jillian Workouts on cox cable and they make your whole body  hurt for days, But it is a good hurt.You know that you are doing sumthing right when you can feel it like this. This is my 2nd night of hardcore workouts. And this is just the begining <3 Wish me luck everyone, because I am going to need it. Goodbye mucho chubby Jaclyn, and Hello Sexy Bride ;)

You would have never thought...

You would have never have thought that you were going to be friends. Did you ever notice that people you think you could never be friends with, You two end up being the best of friends? It is crazy, I remember her from work, and always thought wow she is crazy weird. And she thought I was a bitch (haha). And now, it is like we are very good friends that have known each other forever. I even have he as a bridemaid in my wedding, and to think that like 7 months ago i was like wtf is this chick on? People always end of being friends with people who they think they would never even want to get to know. I am so glad that we got to know each other, and no longer have those first impressions of each other.

Tony, Tony look around

(St. Anthony aka Tony. He’s the guy to pray to when you need to find something)

"Tony, Tony look around. Help me find something that is lost, and can not be found"

Ever sense I was a child I was taught to say this everything I lost something. And I must say, It works 99.9% of the time <3 And after I find what I am looking for I always make sure to say "Thanks Tony!" I am not religious at all either.

You should try it sometime :)

Just a little chunk of me

My name is Jaclyn, and I am 21 years old. I have the most amazing fiance in the world, whom I am getting married to 10-31-10. He is my world and I am sooo thankful to have met him. he has changed my life for the better.<3  I have a huge love for animals, I have 3 dogs and 2 sugar gliders at the moment. I treat all animals with respect and never abuse any of them. I believe that if a person abuses/kills their/another person's pet, that they should get the death penalty or serious jail time. Animals have no voice, We are their voice. And we need to speak up for them.

I love to help people, and Work at a school as an aide for students that need extra help in their classes. I was put on this earth to help people, I love to do it. Every time I am at the checkout counter and am asked "Would you like to donate to..." I always do, even thought i never have the money to. Helping people cuz gives me warmth inside, And makes me feel good that I am helping people and animals that are in dire need of help.

I have the worst luck in the world with everything, but I can't complain too much because I have a roof over my head, and a table to eat at. I am hopeing one day that "god" will see all the good I do, and change my luck around for the better. I believe in ghosts,angels,demons all of that stuff. I will probably post a blog about "shadow man" eventually, you can go ahead and laugh if you don't believe in this stuff, but once it happens to you, you will not be laughing anymore.

I have so much to say but I do not want to talk about it all in this one blog. I am probably boring you already :) I just wanted to write a little bit about myself so people can see the person behind the blog. I Hope you Have an amazing day!

It's the little things in life, that stay with you the most

The little things that happen in life stay with you the most. Ever notice how when you go on a trip, you remember all the stupid piddly things that happened? Those little things are what makes life so memorable. If you really think about it,Crazy huh?

This picture was taken on a 3 hr road trip to go pic up my fiance's uncles boat. This was a street sign we saw on the way, weirdest thing ever! I don't know how many photos of weird things i took on that trip, but i do remember each and every one.

Do what makes you happy

Do what makes you happy in life, no matter what people say. I always get crap for working at fear farm every year because the "pay is not good" and "it is not worth our time" But working at this place is a huge part of my life. I do not do it for the money, and I know it takes up a lot of time but I do it because I love Halloween. And working here makes me happy, it is halloween for a month straight!

My fiance (the guy on the left) Matthew actually proposed to me about an hr after this photo was taken. 10-31-09, This year 10-31-10 we are getting married at the place where he proposed...Fear Farm. many think it is a stupid idea, and do not agree. But it is what we want, the location has huge meaning behind it for us.

Do not let people talk you out  of what you enjoy most. Just block it out and go on doing what you want. As long as it makes you happy that is all that matters. <3

4th of july

4th of July weekend was crazy,We had bbqs 2 days in a row. It was nice to just chill with my friends and family and not worry about anything. Poll volleyball, movie night in the pool, "zombie" drinks or margaritas,hot tub'n, girl talk, etc. I wish I had more days like these, no worries in the world, and surrounded by amazing people that just make you excited to be alive. Hope every1 had a great 4th. And I Hope next year is just as awesome <3

True Love Never Dies

True love never dies. My tattoo has so much meaning behind it. I believe that when you meet that special someone, and your love is unconditional, even after death your love continues to grow. My bride and groom skeleton are walking down a path into their cemetery, hand in hand as if they were living.

I got this done at Phoenix Tattoo Company (Tempe, Az) It took about 9.5 hours, and 4 sittings to finish.  The artist is: Seth Alexander

Picture perfect

The other night My fiance Matthew and I went swimming, the water was not warm as it usually is, and there were clouds painted across the sky in so many different colors! We talked about our wedding,and our future. We laughed more than we have in a while.

As it started to get darker out all of a sudden it started to lightly drizzle rain. It was so beautiful seeing all the drops hit the pool walter, and the sky with the colors slowly dieing off. It was the perfect moment for a kiss :) , That had to be the best night we have spent together in a very long time. Just Him and I, with no wories about anything. <3

Love, my intake

It is the way he looks at you with his soft fragile eyes.
You never knew what love looked like
Until you've seen it in his eyes .
It is the way he grabs you from behind
Wrapping His warm loving arms around you
You love is intertwined.
It is the way he kisses you
with his soft puckered lips
You still get those butterflies, as if it was your first time.
You dare to sneak a peak
Just in time to see his sweet smile
before your lips brush against.
Never has a kiss been so soft and sweet
It is the way he makes you feel
He always gives you butterflies.
Nothing in the world seems to matter
except for the moments you spend together.
It is the way he makes you smile
No matter what mood you are in
He can always brighten up your gloomiest of days.
People take love for granted
Many people do not know they have it
Until they have lost it, and it has moved on never to return again.
You need to let love find you
And when it does
Never dare to let it go
beacause Love is the key to life.
And when you find love
Be sure to Embrace it
Because you never know when it will die.

(this is not a poem, just my thoughts)